Healthy Oatmeal Diet

Had a bad fall late June and was confined at home for 2 months and still on cast... the leg is still swollen and in pain. My weight is not helping at all... really desperately need to lose it... can't really do any vigourous exercise so now solely depends on my diet.

I am such a glutton... So desperately trying to control my diet and take oatmeal for breakfast and for lunch every alternate day. Hopefully it'll help me, seeing it as a long term diet. Please I need the determination!!

Now at my ever heaviest 227pounds... really need to drop at least 50pounds!! God Bless Me!!

Thinspo - Tempting

I know it is probably not very right but it sounds very tempting for an ex-bulimic me...
Now all the hoo-ha about Thinspo... but I really see they lost a lot of weight but maybe through the unhealthy way, I don't know.

I still don't know if I have the determination or courage to be inspired by Thinspo and go to the extreme.
But recently did lost a little weight due to my fall and sort of lost a little appettite due to the pain. Shall see how long this can go on..

I love Honey Color contact lens!!

Makes my eyes bigger, brighter & prettier!!
Bought a few more for my gals and my chummy :)

will take shots of their eyes when i have the chance, meantime shall post mine in brown.

Gotta Go Go Go!

Been so lazy... how can I?
Weight didn't go down...
Feeling down too...
Too much to handle lately...
Give me some time... I know I gotta go go go... Go get my fighting spirit back & Cheer Up!!

Before & After

Was browsing through some photos after my jog last night, and discovered some photos during my teens. Those were the days where I exercised and perservere to lose weight, from 196 lbs to 119 lbs in about 7 months time. It was so amazing!! But why I can't find the same determination now... sigh...

ok, stop the self beating!! At least I did go for my jog last nite!! Will find the determination back and perservere!!!

I have to love myself more

2012 Year of the Water Dragon

it's that time of the year again! In another 2 days time we will be celebrating our Lunar New Year! So it's been crazy busy wirh lotsa preparations! My Love has been busy rushing to coat the walls with fresh new paint and discarded the old bed frame with a nice white wooden frame. and lotsa new drawers and storage to clean up and make our house more spacious and neat ;)

but the bad side of being so busy is I didn't even go for a single jog this week... it's freaking depressing... but I really will make effort to watch my diet and squeeze in the jog and swim when I can.

To all，especially chinese, have a fantastic, happy & prsoperous year of the dragaon!!
GONG XI FA CAI！
恭 喜 发 财！

Fat - 1st Weigh 2012

Finally I bought the battery for my weighing scale!! And the cruel truth is out... I weigh at a whopping 213 pounds on the night of 08/01/2012! And my aim is to down 15 pounds by end April 2012. Trying to do this slow, steady and healthy.

What I had today:
Breakfast - Tuna mayo sandwich with 1 slice cheese and 2 thick slice of tomatoes with 2 slices of white bread.
Lunch - One bowl of chicken soup with half bowl rice.
Dinner - dunno yet

Will do my best to achieve what I want.

#Determine